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I can’t help but feel lonely when I walk through crowds Knowing that it’s just me and me alone So I turn to the sky, and I stare at the clouds But I will not cry because I’m made of stone Walking over memories and running back again Nothing’s like I left it Yet it’s all the same…It all remains And I just can’t seem to quit If I could control more than me Maybe you could see That I want it so bad I want to feel nothing And everything I want to be invisible And it’s achievable But if you could see to the heart of me You would see That I just want to be free I can’t help but feel like I’m confined In my body and my soul And there’s something that I leave behind Every time I etch a goal But I keep walking over yesterday As I run into tomorrow Another day, another time…another way to hide away And count up all my sorrows If I could control more than me Maybe you could see That I want it so bad I want to feel nothing And everything I want to be invisible And it’s achievable But if you could see to the heart of me You would see That I just want to be free And I can’t seem to understand the truth in letting go I’m concerned about hitting another plateau With nothing getting any easier And I can no longer see the beauty in the sky Only another cloudy shade of grey It took a while to understand the old cliché But nothing gold can stay So I keep on walking through my loss and what I’ll lose As I run away from you I know that I have no excuse And now you’ll know I knew If I could control more than me Maybe I could see Why I want it so bad Why I want to feel nothing And everything Why I want to be invisible And why it’s achievable If I could see to the heart of me Then I would see Just how badly I want to be free
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depressed
